[ If Kavinsky had to deal with all of that, on top of the dreaming that's been stripped away from them, he's not sure he'd be able to stand it. But he's never believed in anything but his drugs and having a good time. There was a while he believed in Ronan Lynch, but all of that belief burned down with him.
Five years has felt exactly like that. An eternity living a life he'd been desperately trying to end. ]
Fuck.
[Kavinsky repeats, his piercing gaze steady on Ronan now, despite how drunk he is. Ronan doesn't push his foot away, so he keeps at it, rubbing up and down more expertly than a dead seventeen year old has any right to. Back then, sitting in the Evo, drunk on dreams, there was too much at stake, but now there's nothing. ]
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Date: 2017-05-20 12:09 am (UTC)Five years has felt exactly like that. An eternity living a life he'd been desperately trying to end. ]
Fuck.
[Kavinsky repeats, his piercing gaze steady on Ronan now, despite how drunk he is. Ronan doesn't push his foot away, so he keeps at it, rubbing up and down more expertly than a dead seventeen year old has any right to. Back then, sitting in the Evo, drunk on dreams, there was too much at stake, but now there's nothing. ]
I was done partying, Lynch. I was done.