[ He hates Kavinsky and he doesn't understand why he wants anything from him, but he wants something. He hates feeling so completely meaningless to a boy who otherwise centered his entire world around him -- and underneath that, he hates that it even gets to him. Why the fuck should he care what Kavinsky thinks? Why the hell is he so mad about being thrown out when he wouldn't have stuck around for much longer anyway?
Because it feels like defeat. It's giving Kavinsky the advantage, starting this web of secrets between them again, transporting them right back where they left off.
Some things don't change. They'll never change.
His words are thrown back at him, ten times as cruel as he'd made them sound in the first place and Ronan clenches his opposite hand into a tight fist while he wipes the other clean on his shirt, adding to the mess and the tangible reminders of this night Ronan knows he'll have no trouble remembering. ]
Fuck you, man.
[ Ronan grumbles as he staggers to his feet, adjusting himself in the front of his sweats and giving Kavinsky a hard glare, his words just as venomous and finely sharpened. ]
Don't ever let me fucking see you again.
[ Says the boy who came all the way out to Kavinsky's house to see him ]
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Because it feels like defeat. It's giving Kavinsky the advantage, starting this web of secrets between them again, transporting them right back where they left off.
Some things don't change. They'll never change.
His words are thrown back at him, ten times as cruel as he'd made them sound in the first place and Ronan clenches his opposite hand into a tight fist while he wipes the other clean on his shirt, adding to the mess and the tangible reminders of this night Ronan knows he'll have no trouble remembering. ]
Fuck you, man.
[ Ronan grumbles as he staggers to his feet, adjusting himself in the front of his sweats and giving Kavinsky a hard glare, his words just as venomous and finely sharpened. ]
Don't ever let me fucking see you again.
[ Says the boy who came all the way out to Kavinsky's house to see him ]